The bond between people is really delicate, and love, crumbles easily, like snow
feelings cannot be understood til spoken....
to love someone is something that's pure and straight forward...
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
ABOUT ME
hmmmm where to start... well i like archery and i use to practice every week and i have my own bow n arrows (robin hood) lol ummm i use to bowl professionally when i was a kid frm abt 7-9 yrs old and i still got the ball and trophies to prove it. love ice-skating .think it's awesome fun and painful(falls on ass) i break dance sorta well I'm learning you could say (does baby freeze) love to sing though not sure if I'm actually good at it lolz usually might find me in northbride on Fridays at night and late morning till late arvo on Saturdays i play the saxophone and keyboard/piano started both of them when i was in year 8 was in 2 musical like plays in primary school and i wore a dress in one of em ( and if you kno me you'd kno dat i would never now wear a skirt or dress ever) and umm hmm what else ooh went to japan twice in high school love GH(guitar hero) 1,2,3 and aerosmith and i also got it on DS love jap n Korean dramas and music LOVE POCKY! BUBBLE TEA!!!DRIED MANGO,SMOOTHIES, AND LOLLIES!!!! WOO lol hate books i fall asleep after reading 3 pages of a novel (and yes I've counted) love watching movies and TV of course i like my wife and kid, charmed, scrubs, family guy and whole range more which i really can't be bothered typing it all let alone remember them lol i got the 'death note' note book and the 3 English mangas wear mostly guy like clothes (yup heaps gangsta aye) at school i usually always have lollies, gum or some sort of snack usually Asian stuff like musicals depends if they're good or not I've been described by my bro as emo tho i haven't cut my wrist but i have cut myself before yea...was pretty upset and crying heaps at the time love to sleep (who doesn't') i speak Cantonese, Japanese, and a lil mandarin use to play basketball
if i remember anything I'll update this when ever i remember somthing about me lol (that sure shows you how much i know about myself......NOTHING!)
if i remember anything I'll update this when ever i remember somthing about me lol (that sure shows you how much i know about myself......NOTHING!)
Feelings and love
the sky is an unfamiliar place
just like the world of someones life
you wouldn't know where to go or who to go to,
getting lost as soon as you enter.
a dream so big is so hard to reach yet
i can't seem to let go, i constantly fight for it,
i fight my thoughts, my feelings, and the thoughts of
others.
a dream is somewhat a fantasy, something that may be possible
yet not.
my dream is to be with the person i love, which is no one atm but i know the feeling and what it's like to be in love.
but is it possible to be with the person you love if he/she does not love you back?
that is my dream, to enter someone elses world and be amazed by each door you open and to find and learn about something new and not be all alone.
why do i always look on the down side of things when i could
feel so much better if i just feel happy about it.
if i did, i would enjoy the love i have for that person instead of thinking
"i wish i had that". look on the good side of your love and you will be happier.
it's hard to do but this at least it's possible. make yourself as happy as you can for your feelings for someone you love instead of looking back and feeling bad cause you wish that you two were together.
i believe it's fate that two people meet but, is it destiny for them to be together?
all things happen for a reason. some people think why me? why did it happen to me?
all i can say is, if not you then who else? the point is that it was meant to happen and for others
maybe it just wasn't meant to be. everyone is different and so are their destiny's.
we are meant to feel what we feel it's natural for us humans to think about ourselves and wonder why do things happen to us the way they do.
feelings are an important part of a human being each feeling is unique in it's own way. no one can ever feel what you feel bad or good untill they have felt it themselves. feelings are not something that are to be easily understood. if someone were to love you and you didn't love them back or at least have feelings for them do you think that eventually over time you willl develop feelings for that person just knowing that they like you? i rekon it's possible but i wouldn't hold my breath.
but if you really think about it imagine what it was like when or if you had feelings for someone and they didn't feel the same way and remember that pain, agony and suffering you went through when you just couldn't forget about them. though in your heart no matter what they done or said to you, your feelings would still remain the same...
just like the world of someones life
you wouldn't know where to go or who to go to,
getting lost as soon as you enter.
a dream so big is so hard to reach yet
i can't seem to let go, i constantly fight for it,
i fight my thoughts, my feelings, and the thoughts of
others.
a dream is somewhat a fantasy, something that may be possible
yet not.
my dream is to be with the person i love, which is no one atm but i know the feeling and what it's like to be in love.
but is it possible to be with the person you love if he/she does not love you back?
that is my dream, to enter someone elses world and be amazed by each door you open and to find and learn about something new and not be all alone.
why do i always look on the down side of things when i could
feel so much better if i just feel happy about it.
if i did, i would enjoy the love i have for that person instead of thinking
"i wish i had that". look on the good side of your love and you will be happier.
it's hard to do but this at least it's possible. make yourself as happy as you can for your feelings for someone you love instead of looking back and feeling bad cause you wish that you two were together.
i believe it's fate that two people meet but, is it destiny for them to be together?
all things happen for a reason. some people think why me? why did it happen to me?
all i can say is, if not you then who else? the point is that it was meant to happen and for others
maybe it just wasn't meant to be. everyone is different and so are their destiny's.
we are meant to feel what we feel it's natural for us humans to think about ourselves and wonder why do things happen to us the way they do.
feelings are an important part of a human being each feeling is unique in it's own way. no one can ever feel what you feel bad or good untill they have felt it themselves. feelings are not something that are to be easily understood. if someone were to love you and you didn't love them back or at least have feelings for them do you think that eventually over time you willl develop feelings for that person just knowing that they like you? i rekon it's possible but i wouldn't hold my breath.
but if you really think about it imagine what it was like when or if you had feelings for someone and they didn't feel the same way and remember that pain, agony and suffering you went through when you just couldn't forget about them. though in your heart no matter what they done or said to you, your feelings would still remain the same...
Saturday, September 13, 2008
(note: some of these might sound familiar cause i used some from lyrics of some songs)
I'll always love you, in this life and next
always believe that what you feel is true
i miss you again like yesterday
always, will i love you
the more i guess, more tears come out from my eyes, even if i wipe them off our memories that we had together keep appearing that make me keep crying
why did i let myself believe that miracles could happen
now i have to pretend that i don't really care
nothing is perfect, but to me, everything about you is
every single breath i take till the moment i awake, I'm always thinking of you
i will always believe that nothing is good enough for you
all it took was one look for my dream to come true
right here, is where we belong
now all i see is you and i
my love will last forever
I'll always be by your side
all i ever dreamed of, was to love you
all my hopes and worries disappear when i see you
i feel like i can do anything when your by my side and the world seems so much clearer
i can't stand nor imagine you, being with someone else
as long as i can make you smile, i'll always be by your side, don't forget that
I'll always love you, in this life and next
always believe that what you feel is true
i miss you again like yesterday
always, will i love you
the more i guess, more tears come out from my eyes, even if i wipe them off our memories that we had together keep appearing that make me keep crying
why did i let myself believe that miracles could happen
now i have to pretend that i don't really care
nothing is perfect, but to me, everything about you is
every single breath i take till the moment i awake, I'm always thinking of you
i will always believe that nothing is good enough for you
all it took was one look for my dream to come true
right here, is where we belong
now all i see is you and i
my love will last forever
I'll always be by your side
all i ever dreamed of, was to love you
all my hopes and worries disappear when i see you
i feel like i can do anything when your by my side and the world seems so much clearer
i can't stand nor imagine you, being with someone else
as long as i can make you smile, i'll always be by your side, don't forget that
爱
have you ever loved someone that every time you see them just makes you feel like you can do anything?
have you ever loved someone knowing that it was a 'forbidden' love or knowing that maybe it just wasn't meant to be?
it's hard to live life when the person you love the most is off limits, and doesn't love you back. it hurts even more when you aren't even friends or even talk to each other. I've felt like giving up so many time yet there always something that doesn't let me, it just keeps pushing me to always believe that sometimes miracles DO happen tho you might think it may never happen to you, you never know, it might.
Ever felt a feeling of rage in you when the person you love shows signs of affection to someone else? it hurts.
Ever wonder what life would be like with them close to you forever? it's a story that now one could finish telling.
Ever loved someone for so long that you just want to give up because you just can't stand the pain every single day when you think about them?
Ever been in a situation when the person you love is crying and you would do anything in the world just to make them happy again, and you just wished you could say "it's alright I'm always here for you"?
thinking about these things makes me even more sad to live my life the way it is but you can't change anything that has already been done. it's hard to look on the good side of things when you've been knocked down so many times, but think about what your really giving up is it worth it? is it really worth making yourself feel worse when the only person your making feel bad is yourself? dont put yourself through that torture. trust me i know what it's like to live in the shadow when all you can do is watch from a distance, which i still am but when you admit to yourself that your actually not doing anything bad to the person you love just try to help yourself out and make things better by talking about it, cause it really helps get your frustration out. Don't always look down on yourself and say "all I'm doing is just making things worse" cause your not. You think that cause you just want the best for whom ever you love and you don't want anything bad to happen to them and you want to make them smile for as long as you live.
Love is a great thing. To me it means the world. some people now a days underestimate the meaning of love and how powerful the feeling, and the word is. but i believe that you can never really know the meaning of love until you have fallen in love. it's an UN-explainable feeling. When i think about the person i love i don't want to change a thing about them, cause that's who and what you fell in love with in the first place. Their smile, their hair, their personality, the way they speak, and especially the way they look at you with a smile just makes you feel like floating on air. i thought i could forget about the person i love because of certain personal things and for a moment i actually felt like i could forget. I've never felt so relaxed in the whole entire time i loved them but not too long after i felt the exact same feeling again when i first layed eyes on them. i thought i could move on but obviously deep down my feelings for them is much stronger than i thought and even in my mind i didn't know.
have you ever loved someone knowing that it was a 'forbidden' love or knowing that maybe it just wasn't meant to be?
it's hard to live life when the person you love the most is off limits, and doesn't love you back. it hurts even more when you aren't even friends or even talk to each other. I've felt like giving up so many time yet there always something that doesn't let me, it just keeps pushing me to always believe that sometimes miracles DO happen tho you might think it may never happen to you, you never know, it might.
Ever felt a feeling of rage in you when the person you love shows signs of affection to someone else? it hurts.
Ever wonder what life would be like with them close to you forever? it's a story that now one could finish telling.
Ever loved someone for so long that you just want to give up because you just can't stand the pain every single day when you think about them?
Ever been in a situation when the person you love is crying and you would do anything in the world just to make them happy again, and you just wished you could say "it's alright I'm always here for you"?
thinking about these things makes me even more sad to live my life the way it is but you can't change anything that has already been done. it's hard to look on the good side of things when you've been knocked down so many times, but think about what your really giving up is it worth it? is it really worth making yourself feel worse when the only person your making feel bad is yourself? dont put yourself through that torture. trust me i know what it's like to live in the shadow when all you can do is watch from a distance, which i still am but when you admit to yourself that your actually not doing anything bad to the person you love just try to help yourself out and make things better by talking about it, cause it really helps get your frustration out. Don't always look down on yourself and say "all I'm doing is just making things worse" cause your not. You think that cause you just want the best for whom ever you love and you don't want anything bad to happen to them and you want to make them smile for as long as you live.
Love is a great thing. To me it means the world. some people now a days underestimate the meaning of love and how powerful the feeling, and the word is. but i believe that you can never really know the meaning of love until you have fallen in love. it's an UN-explainable feeling. When i think about the person i love i don't want to change a thing about them, cause that's who and what you fell in love with in the first place. Their smile, their hair, their personality, the way they speak, and especially the way they look at you with a smile just makes you feel like floating on air. i thought i could forget about the person i love because of certain personal things and for a moment i actually felt like i could forget. I've never felt so relaxed in the whole entire time i loved them but not too long after i felt the exact same feeling again when i first layed eyes on them. i thought i could move on but obviously deep down my feelings for them is much stronger than i thought and even in my mind i didn't know.
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